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Mar. 20th, 2006
12:40 am - I wanted this to end but.....
My boss or someone close to him has been reading my live journal and using it to implicate me in some form or fashion of blackmail to shut me up. In all honesty because they haven't revealed themselves I'm taking this as some form of warning to keep me quiet. I do not know if they intend to try and have me fired or what not, but I honestly don't care right now. If somehow whoever's doing this cares to drag it on, they are aparently not going to stop til I am gone or what not. It's better to have this matter confronted face to face I guess. But seeing as how that might not happen, we're at a stand still because as you will have realized by now, I'm keeping my mouth shut on the whole matter. But, if this drags on, I will hope that it ends one way or another. I'm not stupid enough to talk about this outside the confines of this, and I am honestly surprised what I said outside of work would be used against me inside of work. The fact that it is printed text is no different than people communicating verbally. I have not told anyone work related that this has happened, and I have kept it to myself. However, I'm being the quiet one so for now as long as you can understand that I am keeping this under the lid for obvious reasons, I hope that you can do the same. That's all I can say for now seeing as how whoever's doing this to me is obviously trying to get under my skin. It won't work, please understand that. If we are on a good understanding, than all will be good. That's all I can say on this matter until someone changes the situation for me.
contemplativeFeb. 13th, 2006
10:53 pm - My Last Entry for a looooooooooooonnnnnng time
Welp folks. It's been a blast. Good times, bad times, I"ve had my fair share. Things have finally been set into motion. I think I'm gonna take a break from the internet for awhile. Define it however you want. If you want to find me I Know you will. Best wish's to everyone, I'll be around.
Once again I must emphasize I'm not going to kill myself :)
Feb. 12th, 2006
10:50 am - Movies, Halo Co-op, Websites, Theory, Soreness.
Movies : Underworld Evolution... Eh, it's alright. My opinion of everything in general falls in between a category of "What, you think your shit don't stink?" to "Hey, I actually liked episode 1". Aka this means, I try to keep my opinions of movies to myself, because I hold it very dear to me, and I've dealt with too many people in my life that seem to think they have the awnser to everything to just go off about my feelings. This of course will lead to major psychiatric help later in life, but doesn't everyone need that everyonce in a while?
Halo Co-op: Went much better than I expected.
Websites: I have the biggest creators block yet. Hopefully I can just stick with somethign and not constantly change it. Damn you inspiration!
Theory: So I'm finally watching this whole extra's thing that came with my Matrix ultimate set where they have all these intelligent philosphers and scientists discussing all the theories behind how the matrix relates to so many different relgiions and shit. I hate that, even though I like the ideas represented because it gives too many iddiots ammunition to think they're "enlightened".
My right arm feels sore, and I haven't jerked off in four days. I wonder what that's all about.
Feb. 9th, 2006
05:03 pm - Brokeback to the Future!
Dude, I seriously had a great day at work, and then I come home, make an EXCELENT meal and then as I'm eating, I do my daily check your news email bullshit routine, and I find this : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfODSPIY
My day is complete. Well.... I still need to watch the office, which btw is the BEST show ever put on tv in my opinion for various reasons it's sick. yes, I said it, in it's own ways, IT'S FUCKING BETTER THAN LOST OR BUFFY OR ANYTHING YOU WOULD EVER THINK OF SEEING ON TV. Trust me folks, no one plays an iddiot as well as steve carrel, and if you don't watch the two main characters, see how much they love each other but can't do anythng about it, and if you've NEVER been in that situation, even a lil, I'll gladly put you out of your misery for you.
two weeks from now at this time I'll be doing this from my new room, in my new house, enjoying low bills, lots of socialization without leaving my house, and well..... Family.
Feb. 8th, 2006
08:19 pm - Yeah!
Heh, what do you know. I actually asked a girl out for a date on Valentines Day. Plus because of the overtime I'm banking so I can like pick her up, pay for her food, take her bowling possibly, and just chill out. Besides that I'm actually two different people.
05:08 am - Videogames
I've come to realize something scary. Your average 10 year old has the same gaming intelect of me when I had a gaming intelect at 16. Videogames are training kids to remember stuff better and better. I'm almost afraid to think of the fact that our society is inadvertantly programming itself like this. 3 generations from now we're gonna see more people using their brains all because they liked instant gratification a lil too much. WTF Mate!
Feb. 4th, 2006
09:32 pm - Had a nice long day.... man I'm fucking tired
I should be out drinking right now visiting poeple, but I've had a long day and even though it was fulfilling, I still wanted to go out drinking. Room's finished with the painting. Now I'm on the verge of measuring out space. Sides that, Gotta clean this house tomorow morning. Joy!
Feb. 3rd, 2006
04:12 pm - Yooooooooo
Man,this sucks. Dawg's quitting. I can't really do anything about it, and I'm gonna be stuck at this site til at least the end of the year most likely. At least I'll have lots of motivation to get this shit underway. Now I have to buy paint and do lots of stuff. Errands on a friday night? Yeah, I am pretty sick!
Jan. 31st, 2006
05:09 pm - Overtime at work
Even though it's not supposed to be an issue, in the past I've seen people get sent home on friday for having "Too many hours". I on the other hand, am irreplacable for some odd reason. whether it be the fact I actually stay til 6 to finish up loading the night truck when everyone else is ready to leave or some other reason I don't know of, all I can tell is that I'm gonna be getting mad overtime which is great. Come March I order the medical transcription courses, and hopefully by the end of the year I'll be able to complete the course and find nifty ways of working from home. Yeah, that'd be great.
Jan. 29th, 2006
09:40 pm - Yeah
I'll be able ot start painting my new room here in a week or two. With my wall Shelves being installed the weekend after. I'm glad I got someone to take over my lease, even if it's only one month before I move out. I'm gonna be living my brother again. In between that fact and the idea that I will be living only 3 blocks away from my sister and 30 minutes walking distance from my parents makes me feel REAL happy. Ever since I've moved out, I've noticed how it's slowly gotten REALLY easier to actually love my family as opposed to just considering them people I'm related to.
On a side note, I got REALLY fucked up this weekend. I love alcohol and it really sucks that I'm a lightweight. I could keep drinking every day for the rest of my life, and three jaigerbombs and four beers could make me drive suicidal. Still though, getting fucked up on your b'day is the best time to do it on the idea that you get one free drink from the bar as is, and pretty much everyone you know, no matter how much you know them, usually buys you a drink of whatever.
Soon I'm gonna start putting some damn pictures on this thing on a daily basis, cause fucking April is such a show off. yeah, I'm talking about you ap's, with all your fucking pictures. You're making me jealous, and well, I wanna be like you now. Deal with it! (PS, I love you ! )
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